You need therapy and guidance , seriously , get some , irl.
OOC: So, I am not going to draw a response to this but I feel I should address it. I am going to take this suggestion as someone being worried about me, because I can’t handle the extra stress. I am in therapy, I have been since I was 9 years old, I suffer from PTSD and have days where I can’t even move. I have been clean from self harming for 4 months and still going strong. Dream breaks the unwritten “oc law” she is basically me, that is why she goes through the things I put her through. I did have a hard time with my parents.. I did self abuse. I think self harming is terrible I do not promote it, I merely use this blog to express the things I have gone through. Yes, life has been hard for me, but I am trying to work it out. Thank you